04:28 - 24 November 2004
LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME SOMETIMES
ON YA MARK, GET SET, GO!!!!!!
AND ITS OFF TO THE RACES!! GO GO GO!!!
BUY BUY BUY!! SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!!
SPEND THAT MONEY!!!!
ARE YA BUYING INTO THE HYPE??
NOT ME!!!
SEE, WE HERE AT WHO DID IT AND RAN, INK! ITS JUST THE THREE OF US HERE, ME, MYSELF, AND I. AND WE AINT BUYING INTO THE HYPE; EVEN IF I HAD A FAMILY AGAIN, AND WAS MIDDLE CLASS, I WOULDN'T BUY INTO THE HYPE!!
WHATS THE "HYPE" YOU ASK?
THE CAPITALISTIC MADDENING RUSH TO SPEND MONEY ON GIFTS THAT THE RECIPIENTS WILL JUST RETURN TO THE STORES, AND GET REFUNDS, OR STORE CREDITS TO GET WHAT THEY REALLY WANT, NOT WHAT YOU THOUGHTFULLY GAVE THEM; THE HYPE OF THE "CHRISTMAS SEASON!!!
THANKSGIVING, CHRISTMAS, BOXING DAY, NEW YEARS, THEY ARE JUST ANUTTER DAY FOR ME. NOW, YA THINKING, AWWW, THATS SAD, NO, ITS NOT! OR, HE'S JUST SEZ THAT CAUSE HE IS ALONE! NO, THAT AINT IT, EITHER. I JUST DON'T PALY SOCIETYS LITTLE GAME. TOO MUCH UNDUE PRESSURE AND STRESS, AND I DONT NEED THAT!
I'M TYPING IN CAPS TODAY, JUST TO BE DIFFERENT! HEHEHEE!!
ON TO OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS....
I WENT TO THE FEAST YESTERDAY, AND IT WAS WONDERFUL!! EVERY YEAR, AT THE DELTA CENTER, THE UTAH JAZZ FEEDS US HOMELESS AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO WANTS IT A FREE TURKEY DINNER, IT WAS SPLENDID, AND ORGANISED, TOO, NOT LIKE THAT FIASCO THE SALVATION ARMY PUT ON LAST SATURDAY! EVERYONE WAS ON THEIR BEST BEHAVIOUR, AND IF THERE WAS AND CRAP FROM IDIOTS, IT WAS QUICKLY AND QUIETLY DISPOSED OF; THERE WERE 6 SERVING TABLES, NO WAITING! JUST GO ON UP THERE, AND PIG OUT!! I ATE 3 PLATES, AND BROUGHT SOME HOME!! I WAS STUFFED FOR THE DAY! TURKEY, HAM, CHEESE, TATERS, STUFFING, CAKES AND PIES, OH MY!
TODAY, THE MISSION FEEDS FROM 11 TO 5, NOW, THAT MIGHT BE A FIASCO, I DUNNO, WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.
IM WORKING 2 HOURS TONIGHT, FROM 5 TO 7 PM, TO GET "BROKE IN" ON THE NEW JOB; LEARN HOW TO DO PAPERWORK, MOSTLY, AND FILL OUT THE TIME SHEET; TOMORROW, I'M ON MY OWN! WHEEEE! I'M SO STOKED!!LIKE I SEZ I WANNA GET ONE OF THOSE DELL COMPUTERS RIGHT OUT OF THE BOX. IN ALL MY LIFE, AND IN ALL MY ADVENTURES, I NEVER EVER HAD ANYTHING MAJOR THAT WAS BRAND SPANKIN NEW, RIGHT OUTTA THE BOX BEFORE. EVERY THING I EVER HAD WAS 2ND HAND OR 3RD HAND, RUN DOWN, USED UP, AND HAD TO WORK ON TO KEEP IT GOING.
SO THIS WILL BE A GOOD THING. LETS SEE HOW LONG IT LASTS, AND IF I CAN ACCOMPLISH MY GOAL OF GETTING A NEW PUTER BY THE END OF JANUARY.
A VERY FUCKED UP AND VERY SAD NEWS STORY OCCURRED YESTERDAY THAT SHOCKED EVEN ME; IF YOU ARE HYPER-SENSITIVE, IF YOU ARE QUEASY IN THE GUT, DO NOT READ THESE NEXT FEW LINES; LIKE I SEZ, THE FOLLOWING NEWS STORY IS SO GORY AND SHOCKING, IT AFFECTED EVEN ME SO BAD, I HAD TO CALL MY THERAPIST ON THIS.
YOU HAVE BEEN DULY WARNED!!
SOME EVIL FUCKING BITCH DOWN IN PLANO TEXAS SUFFERING FROM "POST PARTUM DEPRESSION" DECIDED IT WOULD BE FUN TO HACK OFF HER NEWBORN DAUGHTERS ARMS AND LET HER DIE. THEN SHE CALLED 911 AND CALMLY TOLD THE DISPATCHER WHAT SHE HAD DONE, SO CALMLY SHE ANSWERED THE DISPATCHERS QUESTIONS, IT SOUNDED LIKE SHE WAS ORDERING A PIZZA. POST PARTUM DEPRESSION, MY MOTHERFUCKING ASS!!!!! THIS IS ONE EVIL COLD BLOODED COCKSUCKING BITCH!!! I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE CUSSING, BUT I AM VERY HIGHLY PISSED OFF, AND SADDENED TO HAVE TO HEAR THIS ON THE LOCAL NEWS, OF ALL PLACES! TOM BROKAW DIDN'T SAY ONE WORD ABOUT IT! I'D SAY, LETS STRING THE EVIL CUNT UP UPSIDE DOWN, AND SKIN HER ALIVE, AND LET THE BUGS SLOWLY EAT HER ALIVE!!! THIS EVIL THING IS NOT A HUMAN BEING, AND THEREFORE DOES NOT DESERVE A TRIAL! AND DO YOU THINK FOR ONE MOMENT SHE WILL GET WHAT SHE REALLY DESERVES?? NOOOOO, THEY WILL DECLARE HER "INCOMPENENT" AND STOW HER AWAY IN SOME COMFY, NICE MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR THE CRIMINALLY INSANE.
IM SO UPSET OVER SEEING THIS ON THE NEWS, TEARS ARE STREAMING DOWN MY EYES AS I TYPE THIS......
MAKES ME THINK THAT THERE IS NO GOD, BECAUSE WHY WOULD GOD LET THIS HAPPEN?
OK, DEEP BREATH NOW...
HOPEFULLY, I WILL RECOVER FROM THIS QUICKLY, AND IF I MADE YOU UPSET BY REPORTING THIS I AM DEEPLY SORRY.
