04:58 - 31 January 2005
monday scribble de ribble dribble!!
happy monday!
well, today, i woke up at 3am, drank some john wayne cowboy coffee, and started to think of what to say. its 4:10 now! im on my 5th cup of john wayne cowboy coffee; well, it takes a while to motivate! heres how to make john wayne coffee: in a regular coffeemaker, with the 12 cup pot, all ya gotta do is 8 heaping scoops of ya fave coffee and fill the pot up and let er rip! if you cannot see the bottom of the pot, even with x-ray glasses on, then ya done good! now, dont ruin the brew by adding cream/milk and sugar, just pour the hot mud in the cup and presto!
while sitting here, i decided to make a button:
and i placed this over there-------->>>
then i went to the page here to look at it, and the links and whatnot section fell down to the bottom of the page! agggg! im tired of this happening, so the next 1/2 hour or so was done trying to adjust the page width so it looks ok, and the result is as you see here! i got frustrated for a moment, and almost went shopping for a new template! but i stopped, and got ahold of myself, knowing that you guys out here dont like it when a template is changed often so i had anutter smoke, and swallowed some coffee, and hopefully, it looks okey dokey! i have a big monitor, 1024x768, so i widened the page to fit my screen. if it dont look right to you, please let me know, and i will try to make adjustments!
later on, when mr. sun makes an apperence, i will again go outside with my lil spy cam and snap some shots of the front of my building, the construction site across the street, and udder interesting stuff! i do wanna thank all of ya who donated a few syllables yesterday by telling be its a good idea to stay put! i intend to stay put, i promise, cause yea it is a pain in the ass to move, and i got too much stuff now, and i just want ya to know, it was just a feeling that i have, like a craving, and im ignoring it, cause i dont wanna lose what i have gained, and im tired of the previous life of homelessness and roaming from town to town, the thrill is gone. i'm too old for that shit! lets see, i first ran away from home in 1968, and i caught the travelling bug then; and when i was in the navy, that helped the craving a bit, and when i was "married" we went all around the country here; then when i got the heave ho, i drove truck for a while longer, then that helped, then later on, from 1991 til last july, i was unable to stay put in one spot for more than 2 months; mostly letting my paranoia get to me, and submitting to urges, and panic attacks; there was a time when i felt like some one was chasing me, but that was all in my pea-brain; no one is chasing me, and i realise that!
i am glad i have a nice clean, cheap place to live, and there are days when i do get paranoid and cant control the fear, and i can just stay inside my room, and bang away on the computer! or i can lay down, and take a nap! or take a shower, or get something to eat! you cannot do those things when you are on the street! there have been times when it got so bad, that i left where i was and hopped on an amtrak train, then i went to an airport, and flew some place, then i grabbed a greyhound bus, then again on a train! heres an example: in one week of paranoia, i went from seattle to chicago, then down to memphis, then down to miami, then up to washington d.c. then straight to san francisco, then down to los angeles; stopping long enuff just to change transportation modes!all the while thinking i was being chased! in reality, it was all in my head!
so, all in all i do intend on staying put, like cosmicrayola just left a note and told me to stay put, cause then if i dont i cant watch CSI and law and order, which is true!!! try to watch tv inna shelter or a rescue mission! it aint happening!!! well, i dribbled on here long enuff! one more thing, tho, i do intend to take a coupla trips to san francisco this summer to see my pal, good ole barry bonds, hit some home runs, and become the all time home run king! hes got 703 homers, and the record is 755!!! so, if they pitch to him, by mid season or towards the end of the season, he will break the record! and who knows? if i get lucky, i may just be inna position to get the ball he hits that becomes #755 or #756!! and be world famous and be a instant millionaire!! ta da!!! well i can dream, cant i?? hehheheeee!!!!
hay everybuddy, enjoy what the world has to offer today, and stay toasty warm in your goings on, and dont forget to feed the cat a warm bowl of tuna fish! he will love ya for it!! hava slap-happy day!!!
