05:10 - Thursday, Jun. 30, 2005
dreams and stuff!!!
i have had 4 hours sleep! ugh! anutter jeanne dream. these come up less frequently over the years, and they have a talent of coming up when i'm not thinking about her at all, and i guess its an example of how strange the mind works? for those of you who dont know, jeanne is the one and only ex wife.. i only been married once, and technically, that was an illegal one, cause the slut was married still when we got hitched, and i didnt know. but thats a tale for some other time....
back to the dream...
this is really strange, cause it involves diaryland folks along with her, i just came from journal con, and i found out that my diaryland pals had all gone to seattle for some reason after the convention, and every buddy had flown, and i was on the amtrak on the way home, when i got a call on my cell fone (reality ~ i do not have a cell fone!) when one of the diaryland folks invited me to seattle to meet the pals i didnt meet at the journal con, which i thought was a swell idea! so i detoured up to seattle, and easily found the addy in seattle.
when i got there, the brownstone i went to, all my diaryland pals was living in the building collectively, and everybuddy was wearing white turtleneck shirts with black levis. and the place was huge! after a while, jeanne showed up, turns out she writes on dland too, and i didnt know it, but i knew her username, and never knew we was dland pals! every buddy called her J and we were civil! delightful conversation ensued, and it was a party atmosphere, and jeanne was on the way out the door, and she had to goto court for a custody case she was involved in, seems that the court was trying to take her kid away, this makes no sense, she cannot get preggy anymore. she was delighted that i had been sober for 19 years, and we had a very civil talk and banter. so she was on the way out the door, and down the street, when some one mentioned that jeanne was trying to be a good lesbian, but she just cant get it; i found this to be rather amusing, and a friendly debate ensued involving the pros and cons of marriage, and one of the diaryland pals and i started to make out on the sofa, when jeanne came back, and she was pissed upon seeing me and this dland pal going hot and heavy on the sofa, and i was actually starting to argue with her that the fact remained that she gave me the heave ho 20 years earlier, and that now she was involved in a lesbian relationship, and why the hell should she care what i did, and we all started eating swiss cheese, and then, someone said that i just shouldn't bother with her, that she is confused and she dont know what she wanted. then every buddy sat in a huge circle, and white laptops appeared, and every buddy started to update their diaries, but i didnt have a white laptop, and i sat at the kitchen table, and every buddy had white cheese and white laptops, and updating, and then one of my dland pals came up to me with their white laptop and told me i can update now. so now i woke up just then, and here we are in reality. weird, huh?? all the jeanne dreams i have involve us when we are in our 20's, and theres no kids involved and we both are young, and not all fucked up in our lives. i just do not understand why i have these dreams, however infrequent they are now, every few months or so these days, compared to long ago, when i had daily nightmares about her and her scheming.
i have taken to listening to my pal radiogurl's radio station online most mornings instead of the news, she has a great musical playlist, nice mixture of folk, jazz and very easy soothing music as i am listening right now, and the music is just tops!! if ya wanna listen too, just ask her for the url, and im sure she will tell ya!
yesterday morning, the moocher called me up as he does sometimes to bum smokes, and i answered the fone, and he sez, have ya seen the news? i sez no, im listening to cnn and playing pogo, why? then he tells me that one of the slum hotels downtown was burning down even as we speak! so i go , ooooh!! and turn on the news, and sure enuff, live pics of the hotel up in flames!!! turns out that 2 scumbags were having a fight, and one of the scumbags decided to set his mattress on fire! isnt that just dandy? so now he is in jail, quote "im going to jail? whine!!" end quote; well duhhhhh, shitball! 50 people are out of a 1/2 assed place to live!!! now some of the people are coming here, and we told them yesterday when they came, that we do a criminal background and credit check, and verify income, and have very strict living guidelines, and a year lease, and RULES!! most when they hear that, they say nevermind, then some come in and apply. the reporting agency yesterday set aside some time for us and when we faxed some apps to them they got right down to the screening, and by afternoon, 2 guys had passed the background check and were able to move right on in!
i am so very fortunate here that we do background checks, and have 24 hour security, and an onsite manager, and have gotten rid of the scumshits and now live in a nice very clean scum free hotel, and can sleep knowing that what happened to those poor bastards in the slum hotel downtown, will never happen here!!! but ya know, for a few minutes yesterday, the thought did occur to me that there is a possibility that what happened there could happen here, but then is very highly unlikely!!! its very nice and peaceful here, and we all live in harmony here and its quiet! i have been living here 364 days and have never seen so much as an arguement between tenants here!!! it is as it should be, live and let live!!! i got it real good here!!!
i am working from noon to 5 pm today!! and tomorrow is check day!!! most likely i will be working on the 4th, no big deal, i aint doin nuffin anyhoo, so why not?
well, the hour of 5 am mountain goat time is almost here, and so starts anutter day in the life of fine residential hotel living!!! wheeeeee~~
every buddy hava very nice day, and try to stay cool!!! and lets play pogo!!!
haya one more thingy, praise and high thanky yous to one and all for the really swell comments the past few days!! i love comments!! i try to comment on all you guys diary when i read, and i appreciate it when you guys comment, and show me that you pals are really swell, it re-instills in me that not all people are rat bastards, and that there are really very fine, caring people out there, and i am chomping at the bit, waiting for october and journal con! if ya havent registered yet, hurry cause at midnite pacific time, the registration fee goes up a bit! i have a button over on the right side bar that if you click on it, it will take you to the journal con website where u can register!!! so cmon, if ya aint registered on the cheap rate yet, hurry up. the rate goes up at midnite pacific time tonight!! also, my pal, poolagirl has hats for sale! go click on the linky and see!!! and buy a hat from dlands lovely pie-rat! i bought 2 how about you?? wheeeeeeeeee!!! (im such a shill!!)
FACT OF THE DAY
On this day in 1857 one of the most famous murder trials in Scotland began in Edinburgh, when Madeleine Smith was charged with the murder of Emile L'Angelier. A heady mix of sex, blackmail, poison and death, you can read the full story at http://heritage.scotsman.com
CAT OF THE DAY
TIME TO EAT...RED MEAT!!!!
