04:17 - Saturday, Jan. 28, 2006
gimme a coffe and a smoke........
IF you use firefox to read the drivel, and cannot hear Elvis Sing, heres a linky!! I, John.wma

coughing and gagging coughfest!! and with a few swallows of trader joes coffee, the coughfest seems to slow down some!! the cat started it!!! he woke me up licking the salt mine which is my face, just like puppy dogs do!!! then all the encased flem that has pooled in my torso came alive when i arose from a deep sleep!!! let the coughing begin!!! nothing comes out, it just coughing, like jellybeans in a bag, and you shake the bag. nothing comes out!!! the 1st cuppa trader joes brand deep dark coffee is almost complete, and the 1st cigarette of the day is yet to be had!!!

yea, i gave up the notion of quitting. for now. its because of the anti smoking ads here in utah! they need to shut up. in one, this guy is sitting on a roof. he is supposed to be acting all hip and cool, telling you that you can quit!! I did!! but you can hear the tension in his voice. hes yelling at you. piss on that!!! give the fucker a smoke, he needs it.

1-800-the truth or what ever the fuck it is, they need to sit down and shut up. bunch of snot nosed teens and college kids think they know better; they know NOTHING!!! its all bullshit!

now in california, (where else?) they are rambling on about 2nd hand smoke. CLAIMING that "research shows" that 2nd hand smoke in a car with a baby or a kid in a car seat, blah blah...hinting that they are gonna try to propose legislation to prohibit smoking in your car!!!! oh, jay-sus!! let em try!!! shut up already!!!

people in this country are morons. they accept the phrase "research shows". what research? they lie. no one is doing "research"!!! they get on tee vee and say, "research shows" and all of america is agast!! and they take their word at it like its golden!!! this country legislates by "research shows".

i had a cigarette in the ash tray, waiting to be smoked! its gone!! i dont remember smoking it!! all this in a matter of 5 minutes!! more coffee.....

i dont know if i mentioned this before, but, who is "they"? who is "they" that dictates our everyday lives? "they say" or "they did"... this is what i wanna know, who is "they"?

i got a tenant who is computer stupid. he falls into my catagory, "some people should not be allowed to touch a computer". nearly every day, he comes a knocking at the door, usually around suppertime, and wants me to fix something he fucked up on his computer. last night it was his CD drive. also, he orders DVD's from columbia house, opens the box, and comes over asking me to tape the box up, and write, "return to sender" on the box. i told him he has got to stop doing this. i started to get a lil angry at him, but held my temper, because, these people are mentally ill, and expect you to drop what you are doing, and attend to thier problems. i know. i was the same way. still am in some regards. but, i am aware.

anyhoo, over the past few weeks, i twice reformatted his hard drive, and reinstalled windows. explained to him the perils of loading porno on his drive, and downloading crap. before we took over here, he claims the FBI came a calling, about the pornography. i dunno about that. he still has his laptop. but ya know. he is a lil looney tunes.

the other day, his puter was acting up. i cleaned and washed his hard drive out, and again told him the perils of downloading crap. i know, im repeating myself here. but this is what i been doing. repeating myself. the ciggy is lit, and i know i wont forget about smoking this one!! hahahaa!!!

i remember back long time ago, when i was computer stupid. i downloaded everything in sight!!! one of my fave places on the net was downloads.com. there you will find all kinds of free software to download. 90% of which you do not need!!! but, there I was, downloading away!!! i'd see something, and say, wow!! thats neat!!! and hit the "download now" button!!! hahhahaa!!! soon, the hard drive would start puking, and dumbass me, i would throw the shit out and get another one!!

someone back then mentioned i go thru more laptops than carters got liver pills!!! then i realised what i was doing. live and learn.

i was thinking of podcasting the other day, and wondering if its worth doing. towards the end of last year, i started doing this, and posting a link here. would you like to hear a podcast of this on here? let me know.

its saturday, and i work from 8 to 4. the busses run funny today, so i have to leave here earlier than normal to get downtown.

yesterday, i done a lil list of my monthy recurring payments that i have, just to try to get a stranglehold on my finances. this is a rather new thing for me. paying bills. back when i was younger, in my drinking daze, i didnt give a shit. being homeless for so many years, it didnt matter. now, being settled in here almost 2 years, (imagine that!! 2 years in ONE SPOT!) yikes!! now, it matters!!!

now, that dont include, food, laundry, smokes, and what not.
its the "what not" that i have to pay attention to.

so, i been a lil manic about this, constant worry that i may not get enough hours, but i always end up with enough.

i have knocked down the netflix by 10 bucks, and will eliminate the real one, thats the fancy smanchy real player. i rarely use it anyhoo, i use the ever popular and free windows media player!! but, even still, thats only about 20 bucks total elimination there. i dunno.

if i had a real job, working full time, i wouldnt have this dilemma. which isnt really a dilemma. im stuck here, and lets face it, im lazy, i have no motivation to get a real job. if i get a full time job, then i would have to move from here, and pay real rent for an apartment (300-600 a month) maybe more. than theres gas lights, etc.. always something. so, im trapped!!! hehehe! aggggg!!

anyhoo, i rambled on enuff for today. if you have read this drivel for a long time, you realised that for example, sometimes i copy and paste junk i find on here. yesterday was a fine example of my copy and paste skilz. if you a thunk that i wrote yesterdays drivel, i didnt, its fake news and part of what i do here, on occasion, is find fake news and put it here. sometimes i copy and paste junk on here when i have nuffin useful to say. i aint the only one who does. sometimes i write junk here and sometimes i dont. thats the way it is.

so, like i sez, if ya made it this far down the page, good for you!!! hava swell day. i will shaddup now!!!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

You know you?ve achieved perfection in design, not when you have nothing more to add, but when you have nothing more to take away.
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

WORD OF THE DAY

lucre LOO-kuhr, noun:
Monetary gain; profit; riches; money; -- often in a bad sense.

His stories began to be published in the American Mercury before he moved to L.A., lured by the dream of Hollywood lucre.
--Jerome Boyd Maunsell, "Truly, madly, weepy," Times (London), June 10, 2000

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