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14:30 - Tuesday, Jan. 06, 2009 well, a wave o'depression came over me as i left work, its a combo of getting offa work, and having to goto the friggen mission tonight and put up with asswipes, and the fact that after friday, its the deep unknown. oh, the 3 days of inventory i was scheduled for next week, sun, mon, and tuesday? GONE! i mis read the time, i thought that it was 8:30 am to 5:30 pm! WRONG!!! its 8:30 PM til 5:30 AM!!! everytime i think, i weaken the nation!! yeah, i COULD DO IT but where would i sleep? that will go over well!! sheesh!! theres NO DAY SLEEPING AT THE MISSION!! i got a good paycheck coming this friday, and IF I MAKE IT TIL THIS FRIDAY, next friday as well!! just 3 more days. even though its simple work, im tired!! welp. how ya like that? that was my mission feeding thanksgiving dinner! it was swell!! but the video is a lil wonky though. they showed us the video last night in chapel, and i said that it should be on you tube, and they said it was, so, there it is for you to see!! i dont have a topic for today, since i got a wave o'depression over me, and only got 2 comments. oh well. some folks get NO COMMENTS! i try to read and comment as much as time allows! here are some IF's! IF i get hired on full time, i will save money for my own room. IF i get hired on part time, i'll have to find anutter part time job! IF i get the golden handshake on friday, then monday i'll have to go out and find a new job! we have a running joke at the mission, "well, monty, i'll take door #3!!!" "well, monty, i'll take door #2!!" well, on it goes, its a cheap laugh. so, maybe ya think i shudda stayed put in SLC? sometimes i think that too, but i remember the hours upon hours of work i did, with no credit at all, and all the good i did with no acknowledgement at all, even though i had a nice apartment and all, but it was not worth it in the long run. i put up with it for four years, and i should have had my own properties to manage. but i was being taken advantage of, and enough was enough. i'll find something else soon enough. you cannot give up hope!!! i'll be ok later on, after chapel and get something to eat and lay down and sleep. |