04:30 - Friday, Sept. 05, 2008
almost done!!! 1900 bux earned!
day 19 of the study! even though i dont have a place to live right now, i wanna get outta here! that will happen sunday.
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i watched senator obama's speech, and i heard him talk, but he didnt say anything. i was not inspired.
i heard senator mc cain speak, and it was like the gates of heaven opened, and the trumpets blared! i was swelling with patriotic pride when he spoke!! it was astounding. and unlike the bushwacker, he didnt throw 9/11 constantly as a scare tactic to scare you into voting for him.
well now, let the debates begin!! that will be something to see!
i dont know why i am up at 4:30 am! it just dont make any sense.
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heres a friday five something to do for you!
1. What's your weather?
dark, with a chance of light later on inthe day!
2. Where are you on your way to?
im on my way to hell inna hand basket!
3. Are you good with directions?
north, south, east, west, left, right, up , down!
4. Do you know your neighbors?
i dont have any right now, maybe later
5. What do you smell?
i just farted, so i smell that! what timing!
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next study i will be doing is a liver study, thats a 3 day dealie, where they check the fat content in the liver, and they check to see how well the liver processes food! thats $600 bux!! and that will be sometime in mid october!
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i know what i have to do, i just have to have some inspiration to do it. and just right this moment, i dont feel inspired.
mainly cause i feel a train ride coming on. the way i feel right now, at this moment, is that i have lost my sense of purpose again, i really do not know what i am looking for anymore. i will be 50 in less than 27 days, and i dont have anything. theres something out there someplace on the planet that belongs to me, but i cant find it. seems like no matter what i do, im not truly happy. i have no stability, im just *HERE*; existing on this plane. i can literally stand on a street, and watch the thousands of people go hither and yon, and not one of them will notice me, nor will they have a smile on their face. i know this to be true, because i have done it.
how well do you know your geography?
what U.S. town lies on the international date line? answer tomorrow!!
well, now that i have peaked your interest, there really is a town in the US that lies on the international date line!
i get a 300 dollar bonus for completing the study.
well, thats all i have from here, leave a snidy comment, will ya? thanks! happy friday!!!
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