09:27 - Thursday, Feb. 19, 2009
Je ne veux pas travailler! Oui je fais, en plaisantant juste!
howdee folks!! do anyone know about xanga? i ran across it the other day just to see whats what, and it seems to me to be a blogging site like diaryland. can anyone tell me more about it, is it worth using? pros and cons? an exploratory committee must be formed!!
anyone see the big associated press write up about dan quale with a ponytail, otherwise known as big lips palin, current governor of alaska? its seems to me that the jig is up so to speak, thanks to her public display of stupidity whist running for vice president, and she is under the big microscope, and is now second guessing herself, and it seems that she is not as intelligent as she might have let on. interesting stuff.
im still in waiting mode, i will hear later on today about the restaurant job, and im waiting for my tax refund to get to me, and that should be within the next week!
i wanna thank those campaign contributors who shall remain anynomous in this blog o'drivel who have in recent days donated to the finance committee to keep this country afloat and functioning. you know who you are, and many thanks to you. you are swell!!
im sitting at #50 at the over 50 shelter, the one i told ya about at the beginning of the week, i call daily between 3 pm and 5 pm and they tell me where i stand in line, and i suppose by early next week, i may be able to get in over there, that will mean a nice thick mat AND a place to store my bag o'crap, so i wont have to tote it all around town and give nasty impressions of myself! (look! a homeless person!! yikes!!) its not looking good on the resume, folks!
i been here SIX MONTHS! and im starting to banter around in my pea brain options, weighing possibilities, exploring ideas, including, but not limited to:
1. hopping on the amtrak and going someplace else
2. getting a slot secured at the over 50 shelter, where i can stay free forever
3. refer to #1
4. refer to #2
5. find a cheep room to rent
im beginning to lose confidence in myself, as far as obtaining a job is concerned. the emotion goes up and down, depending upon the time of day. and thats when my mind wanders and i start to look at amtrak.com and think about other cities, but i can just imagine that its just as bad if not worse elseware.
dont give up the ship! i keep having to tell myself. somethings gotta give.
the director came up to me and asked me if i was happy, and i responded with standard answer #265, "why, of course i'm happy, why wouldn't i be?"
and that left him with a startled look, not the answer he was expecting; i know what he was thinking, he wanted me to say no! im not! and gloat about it. asshole.
then, the yelling and screaming started, otherwise known as "chapel service" of which i tuned it out and stared at the ceiling. i dont respond at all to yelling and screaming. its unnecessary. in ALL factions of life. why cant these idiots who come to preach "the word" have to yell and scream to get thier point across? and he brought along with him a cd of his "god" t.d. jakes, and on the cd it sounded like a black man on crack and booze with a mouthful of cotton! then, he goes on to yell about HIS trials and tribulations with drugs and alcohol, and how he "used to be just like you"! another moron who comes in and automatically assumes that WE ALL are in the mission cause we use drugs and booze! i SWEAR, one of these nights im going to just GO OFF on a rant RIGHT THERE IN CHAPEL like i almost did the other night!!
i would not mind if a REAL PREACHER came and said the word, but we cant seem to get a REAL PREACHER, just these wannabees.
if the director asks me if im happy tonight, im going to give him standard answer #125:
yes because i do not adhere to YOUR BRAND of CHRISTIANITY!
so, i got 21 minutes left here at the employment office, its hot lunch thursday, and i really really hope that this guy in the restaurant calls me soon!!!
other than that, im going to have a peachy day, whether i like it or not!!
neener neener neener!!
you too, hava slap happy day!!
current seatlle temp: 52 degrees!
bye bye for now!!
oh! i forgot!! WHOS THE RENO READER? email me i wanna talk to you about good old reno!!!
