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05:48 - 10 February 2005 For the shortest month of the year, february seems to be dragging ass!! i mean, the past 3 months just spouted wings and flew on by! i need more things to do, hanging out here and playing pogo just aint cutting it, and it seems that the only time i go out is to a store and spend money! i dont work enough, but i know if i suddenly do get more hours, eventually i will loathe it. i like working, but then again, i dont. i think thats weird. o well, whatever! yesterday, i was at the library and got this dvd, newsies, and brought it back home and started to watch it. i watched a 1/2 hour of it, and it sucks! sheesh! its a musical. i enjoy musicals, but this one totally sucks! too much choreography; people jumping around all over the place! sheesh! i'd rather watch a documentery. i got a wave of depression trying to engulf me, and i need to keep busy, and keep my mind off of it and do something to offset it. it hit me yesterday afternoon. i think what im gonna do today is get outta here for a while, and stay outside as much as i can and walk about. walking has become a lil stressful as of late, i tend now to get a sore back, and i know its cause i dont do enuff walking. so, im gonna go and get the kinks out!! heheee. ok, now im a lil pissed, i just lost my internet connection, so im copied and pasted what i wrote so far, and opened up the notepad. the connection reset itself. its a good thing too, that i can use notepad to do this writing stuff. to the mall!! to the mall!! whatta ball!! ha ha!! i know! i will goto the mall today and window shop, go into stores and have pesky salespeople latch onto me and say stuff like, "can i help you?" and stuff like that! then i can say stuff like, no thanks, just looking, and watch the look on thier faces as i dont buy anything!! things are a lil boring now for a time, so i guess i have to go out and see what i can see.
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